18: When the Airplane Isn't a Time Machine

In this deeply personal solo episode, Avonlea shares the raw and unfiltered story of what happened after Full Therapeutic Disclosure—including the moments of panic, regret, and resistance that followed. From symbolic decisions like removing her wedding ring to the anxiety of traveling post-disclosure, she opens up about the emotional toll of navigating betrayal, addiction recovery, and marriage restoration.

She reflects on journal entries written in the depths of despair—honest words many in similar pain will recognize—and explains how Scripture, travel, and intentional distance played a role in her healing. Avonlea also teases what’s ahead: her return to Oregon, living together again after four months apart, and the launch of her upcoming coaching program.

This episode is a lifeline for anyone wondering if they can survive the darkness and ever feel whole again.

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